Yeah for Halloween! I love it! I'm currently making decorations for my room and door. Good fun.

I just saw House of Wax. I swore I would never watch that movie, but they played it during dinner time in the cafeteria, and I ended up watching the whole thing. I covered my eyes a lot and it was still pretty icky, but not too horribly bad.

I've made myself watch some scary movies for the sake of Halloween and for the sake of not "repressing or censoring" myself too much. I did decide to not go to the disturbing goth art show, that's a little too disturbing and not enough fun. I think it'll be awesome when I have kids durring Halloween. We'll bake cookies, make costumes, have parties, trick-or-treat, make decorations, and other fun/cute Halloween things. It's all the fun of Halloween, but purposely not too scary or creepy. And you have to love dressing up babies as peas or bunnies. :-)

So, I was kind of sad before, thinking about how I hadn't kissed a guy for a long time. (since December- so about 10 months). (I did kiss Annette, so I have kissed a PERSON since then but it wasn't as special as kissing a man, so I'll just say I haven't kissed a man in a long time, because that's true and more sad). But now, I can say that I have recently kissed a man. :-) I randomly decided to cuddled up to a couple of my friends who were sleeping at 2pm. Then it turned into him kissing me and my friend, lol. It really wasn't all that romantic, I know, but it was a kiss! I'm hoping for a more romantic and meaningful kiss in the near future (from no one in perticular yet), I think that would be especially nice. I think it's amusing that he asked me if I had a boyfriend (I'm flattered he thought I had one) and that he seemed worried when I joked that I was engaged (he looked like he believed me until I told him I was joking, which I was also flattered by). That sounds bad that I kissed and cuddled with a guy who doesn't know that much about me, but he is a friend of mine and it was all out of friendliness and it didn't go more than kissing and cuddling, so I dont' think it's too bad.

I decided to go home for fall break. I got some excellent Chinese food yesterday. I also got to visit with and help out the people at work. I've watched a few movies (It's nice to have time to do that and to have the libraries to rent from). I watched:
1. A Fond Kiss- cute movie, interesting, but I was hoping it would be over after the first hour.
2. Open Water- It's not really a scary movie, just suspensful. Not bad, it's filmed in an interesting way. Not the best movie though.
3. Amelie- Very cute. I especially the first half of the movie.
4. Spanglish- Third time I've seen it, and it's still a great movie. The movie has some really good moments and quotes (Kind of cheesy though). I love Adam Sandler's character.

Your Love Style is Storge

For you, love and friendship are almost the same thing And your love tends to be the enduring, long lasting kind (You've been known to still have connections with exes) But sometimes your love is not the most passionate Leap before you look, and you'll find that fire you crave

What's" Your Love Style?

So, I've talked to six people so far about how they percieve me (if I seem date-able and what-not). Two of my male friends that I have no interest in said they can't see me with a husband or even a boyfriend because I don't flirt with anyone and I have major trust issues. Two of my bisexual female friends said that they would have a crush on me but assume I was in a relationship and possibly out of their league :-) lol. I also asked a boy who I've had some mild interest in and flirted with a bit. He said that he thought I seem cool and laid back with other good qualities and that I come across as very shy. The other boy I asked has known me for a few years but doesn't know me really well. He said that I seem like I'm very content with my life and aren't looking for a boyfriend at all, that I project an image of "talk to me if you're my friend but nobody else and it won't be anything more than friends". He said that I seem very distant and uninterested in everyone at the paries we go to (and he's been at most the parties I go to). So, that's been really interesting and educational. I think the message is that I need to show more interest if I'm actually interested in someone. I'm usually not interested in anyone though and I usually am glad that I took the time to know people as friends before I even thought about liking or dating them. I might have to be aware of all of that and experiment with trying new ways of socializing with people. Hmm, I just realized how dorky social-psychology this entry sounds, lol. Mmmm sociology.

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mvURL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html