Sorry, I disappeared for a while again. I had a moment a while back when I realized I was stuck in a rut as far as routines, thoughts, etc. go. So, I decided to spontaneously go out of town, drive to the desert alone to eat burritos, take everything in my room and throw it on the floor, rearrange all of my furniture, and other random things. I had a few epiphany moments which were cool. I realized that Karma may take on different forms, morality is relative, that over-planning is a horrible thing, that you can't prepare for everything, that sometimes you are your worst enemy and sometimes your way of thinking is what brings you down- not your circumstances necessarily. Hmmm. I also realize that I needed some new hobbies, lol. I'll sometimes do homework for 10 hours, then not be able to talk out loud without concentrating and sounding high. lol. I think I'm going to start doing more photography (I got a digital camera for my early birthday present), painting, sewing, etc. Also, I've thought of some new job ideas. Here's my top ten list of jobs I've thought about:
1. Professor (women's studies, or sociology possibly)
2. Working at an over-seas orphanage
3. Unitarian minister
4. Carpenter or crafts-person
5. Radio talk show host (like Art Bell)
6. Themed history museum worker
7. Domestic violence protection services
8. Interior decorator
9. Fashion design/ seamstress
10. Feminist bookstore, owner